Yesterday in my country a sweet mommy bear was killed by some people just because she wanted to protect her babies … I want just remember her.
Erase the emotions, and the depression
I’m depressed, I guess the first step to accepting my reality is to know that I am very depressed. There are a few things that are causing me to be depressed. my contingencies, my family situation, what happened this summer, and now knowing what I had with him is lost. I know what I have to do, I don’t want to accept it but I have to. I never knew how to make my self happy, so he became my happiness. so coming to terms with this is even harder. Im also afraid of my parents, just seeing that they are calling on my phone sends me into a panic attack….
I don’t know how much longer i can take this for, my heart just aches…